I miss my Tok Ayah

How do I put this. Being away, watching my tok ayah bedridden in hospital and I could do nothing. It hurts. The only I am capable to do now is cry, pray and thats all. Nothing nore and nothing less. I wish I could be there. Eventhough just staying by his side do nothing, it is much better than sitting here do nothing. But what to do. This is the fate. Semoga tok ayah cepat sembuh, AMIN.

Tok Ayah. He is a great man. At the age of 83, he has no 'penyakit' at all like all yoougster do these days. He keep his active life style, eat regularly. He even count everything he ate. Everything must be in odd numbers, nothing more and nothing less. Hahaha I guess that is the way he keep his health despite his regular routine; berkebun and riding bicycle to the mosque. I am proud of him.

Then another thing bout tok ayah. He is always smart. what I mean is that, he always wear clothes acordingly. During hari raya, he will dress smartly with his coat. He have bout six of them i think and I love when he wear his yellow coat. Then on Friday, he will wear his special fragrance. I think it is 'air 1000 bunga'. Sangat wangi=)

Sometimes I followed him to hospital or anywhere near by. I could say, it is a must that everywhere he went there must be somebody who recognize him. "Cikgu Mat??" yes, that is what people call him. That is what great bout being a teacher, jasa dkenang sampai bila-bila.

Harapnya tok ayah cepat sembuh. Moga tok ayah dberi ketabahan dan kekuatan melawan penyakit ni. Rindu tok ayah n mek sangat. Maaf sebab cannot being there.

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