Menjadi air

Air merupakan salah satu unsur alam yang kerap memberi inspirasi kepada saya. Jika ditanya, "pilih satu unsur alam yang awak teringin nak jadi"
Nescaya jawapan saya cukup mudah, air.

Melihat alirannya di celah-celah batu, begitu lembut dan mempesonakan. Sejauh manapun sukar susunanya, ia pasti boleh menyusup di celah2nya.

Menjadi air bererti kita boleh menyesuaikan diri dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun; susah ataupun senang.

Menjadi air bererti, kita mampu mengubah batu yang keras hingga mempunyai lekuk, yang penting kuncinya Istiqamah

Menjadi air bererti kewujudannya meberi inspirasi dan ketenangan buat yang melihatnya. Meski dengan mendengar bunyi alirannya di celahan batu, ianya cukup mempesonakan. Bisa menjadi tempat insan melepaskan penat sebentar.

Menjadi air bererti menjadi insan yang lembut hatinya, mudah mendengar kata dan mudah menerima nasihat. Bukanlah keras membatu umpama batu2 di sekitarnya.

Menjadi air bererti menjadi nadi kehidupan dan memudahkan urusan orang lain. Paling tidak membantu secara terus, hadirnya sahaja menenangkan.

Subhanallah, bahkan Allah sendiri menggunakan air sebagai perumpaan dalam beberapa ayatul quran. Dan begitulah hebatnya air.

Dan aku, hanya bermimpi dan bercita2 menjadi seumpamanya :(

Its her birthday

Bila tiba harinya rasa sudah hilang kata2..b happy my dear kesayangan and lets us b strong b there and b each other anchor in life.

Be healthy and lets us pray for jannah and His blessing in everything we do ameen ameen

#1 hour and 30min

Hanya tinggal sejam 30minit menjengah ke pukul 12 malam. Mata ini masih lagi menitiskan air mata bila mengimbau kembali setiap momen bersama dengannya. Sungguh, kehadirannya merupakan nikmat yg amat aku syukuri. Merasa diri disayangi dan djaga dan drahmati. Sungguh ia merupakan nikmat yang amat besar, alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

Saja ingin bercerita. Kawan saya ni memang satu dalam seribu. Mungkin satu dalam sejuta dan mungkin satu2nya sepertinya. Dia mudah membantu and it seem all natural to her. Aku masih ingat 2x trip ibu bapaku ke NZ dulu di plan sepenuhnya oleh dia. Dialah yang ajar and tolong aku itu ini; kereta hotel makan plan and everythg. Hingga kini pun dalam kehamilan, dialah yang banyak membantu mengingatkan aku ttg persiapan yang perlu dibuat. Barang2 anak sulongnya mudah saja diberikan kepadaku, barut dijahitnya, segala kelengkapan menyusu pun dsediakan. Dia buat aku dan baby ibarat anaknya sendiri. Subhanallah, betapa aku beruntung mengenalinya dan sungguh xterbayar dengan harta dunia segala jasa dan budinya. Aku rasa hina dihadapan Allah, dan segala kekurangan aku memberi cinta, berkongsi kasih, Allah mengurniakan dia untuk aku. Sungguh aku tak layak dengan nikmat yang amat besar ini. Dulu aku masih ingat adikku pernah berkata, "long ni xlah baik sangat, tapi bakpolah kawan2 klong sokmo baik ngan klong". Entahlah dik, klong pun xtahu. Yang pasti,  di situlah kita lihat betapa besarnya kasih sayang Tuhan buat hambaNya yang lemah.

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah

#1 @ its tomorrow

Its tomorrow and i cudnt stop smiling now. I am about to meet her today n sort of celebrating her. I had always love to spend my days with her. And today i think magnum cafe is a perfect place to be. I enjoyed having dessert or any kind of food as we both enjoy eating and appreciate everything on the plate :)

I would love to see her smile when she looked at the ice cream, and enjoy every bite of it. And i would like her to know she is even sweeter than the ice cream she'll see

My dearest friend is a friend that always remind me to do good thing. To read at least a page of quran everyday, to perform solah as early as possible and to be grateful in every little thing we have and to treat others nicely like how we want to be treated. See, she is so nice kn. Tho i am a stubborn girl and always fail to do wat she adviced me too, but without failing she still remind me again and again. Masya Allah, I am soooo lucky to have her around T_T

And my dear friend, thank you jazakillahukhairan katheeeeeeerrAaaaaaa for your patience and all your nasihah. Moga tak jemu memberi ke akhir usia sayang.

Love
Xoxo

#2 more days

You just need to meet a right person to discover a whole new you

This dearest friend of mine is fabulous in her own way. I still remember how she turned me into someone who easily share everything which also includes my faulties, my weaknesses and my wrongs. Hence, when i heard Adam Lavine sing, "if i show you my fault, if i couldnt be strong, will you still be the same?" (Errr mayb i got the lyric wrong, but somthg around that i believe huhu) i have no doubt that she will still and always be there for me. Coz she knows me inside out!!

I am sooooo lucky to have to know her, to love her and I pray that this would be eternal cause here in dunya tho we love someone so dearly and wish that nothing would take us apart, it would never came to reality. Cause this is dunya right and everything has it end. Tho i wish badly that i could spend all the time i have with her, or at least majority of it, it still would never come close to it; by any mean.

Hence ya Allah, dengan rasa hina dan rendah diri aku memohon dari Mu Tuhan empunya masa dan segenap dimensi, agar Engkau redha atas kami dan menghimpunkan kami bersama2 orang2 yang Engkau redhai di syurga Mu yg kekal abadi. Ameen ameen

#3 more days

We dream about lots of things, like we wanna care for each other till death take us apart, we will care for each other even when no more tooth shine as we smile to each other n most importantly, to be there side by side through thick and thin moment :')

Tho we spend lots of great moment together, we also fought countless of time. Like seriusly, countless of times. Sometimes we even blocked each other for few hours, fought during our phone calls etc etc etc. But alhamdulillah, all those dont last long. Like, mayb gaduh tngah mlm, then the first thing we do next morning is to check our phone if she had leave a phone call or maybe wat is her last seen time on wassap, just yo make sure that she is ok huhu

Mayb that is what strengthen our bonding; those arguments, fights and 'rujuk semula' thing. Just like songket ♡
I realise, a day or even a moment with her not by my side, i am incomplete.

And to Him I am grateful to have her in my life. To accompany, to share and to cherish her in every way that would bring us closer to You. She is the one who always guide me, cheers me, and brings out the best in me; like no one else can do.. and with that ya Allah, i pray that i willl always be kind to her and be her every reason to smile and be a better servant to You.

Alhamdulillah tsumma Alhamdulillah

#5 more days

Hopefully, no matter what happen in our life, we will always b there n protect each other syg

Ps: as sweet as oyen and tommy ;-)

#6 more days

It has been a wonderful, great, terrific, awesome, memorable and irreplacable journey with you and i wish it would never stop till the end, till jannah

May Allah bless us my dear kesayangan