Oh no. Today is k.husna and fatihah turn to cook. That is what stated on the fridge, which is accidently become our notice board. Oh my god, I do feel afraid. What am I going to cook? Even when I stayed for 6months holiday I didnt make anything (like what nana said), how could I cook a complete dinner. Seriously, I am afraid. But alhamdulillah, I am not alone, at least I have somebody to coach me, and what makes me even more fortunate is that she is married and of course she had experienced in all these. Alhamdulillah. But I tried not to depend on her a lot. I try my best.
Emm that day I choose to cook 'daging kicap' (something that I cooked to fadhil and Izzah when umi n abah is not around, but actually it doesnt work that time). but at least I do know how to do it. After adding this and that, I just 'redha' n serve it on the table.
My heart couln't stop bumping when all my friends took their sit and put everything in their plate. When they start eating, no words are coming out their mouth. No comments at all. My mind begin to make my own conclussion, "oh no I failed again, dont want to cook anymore, and many more negative thought". Then suddenly I heard one of my friend voice, "emm tehah it does taste good, seriously. Ada rasa. manis kicap, pedas lada n sedaplah" That is what she said. My heart was like a flower who just feel the taste of water after a long drought. That is what I feel. I dont know wether that is the truth or not since only one of them spoke at that time. But I am thankful for that compliment. Thank you chikorn. I'll try my best in the next attemp. But at least I manage to cook and just feel proud of that=)
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