Reading and more reading

My new life as a postgraduate just started. It has been about 2 weeks now. But it feels like forever now *sigh*
Everything is just not the same as undergraduate any more. My previous 3 years assignment can be taken care maybe just by reading my lecture notes and a bit of extra reading. But now, even the lecture note itself is not comprehendable. my bad maybe. Other than relax weekly schedule (1hour class lmost everyday other than Wednesday) and $20 printing allocation on every course enrolled, nothing seem to interest me yet. My reading material seems to bundle up now and the list given is continue rising. But at least I found my interest in that subject. And alhamdulillah I think I can handle that. With interest and patience you can endure almost anything right?

However, maybe it is still too early to make a conclussion of how this year would actually go. So come on and stand still cause the journey is still long. I wouldn't know what will happen untill I actually go through it. Dont jump into conclussion cause it will just make your life hard. Like my teacher always said, life is hard so why make it harder.

But patience is the key for every problem you have. Be patient, be calm, and you'll find the way out. Keep telling myself that He is there for you. and even Rasulallah once said to Abu Bakar - dalam gua sewaku peristiwa hijrah -, 'jangan sedih, Allah kan ada' ~so sweetkan~

Last night when I was reading my Quran after my maghrib prayer while asking Him to guide me in every decission I made because I know He knows best of who I am and what I am capable for. And miraclously He answered my prayer. He mentioned:- so be calm, and just relax. This is just a test and be patience cause He promise that disebaik semua ini ganjarannya. Just believe in that and you'll be fine Insya Allah

152. Therefore remember Me (by praying, glorifying, etc.). I will remember you, and be grateful to Me (for My countless Favours on you) and never be ungrateful to Me.
153. O you who believe! Seek help in patience and As-Salat (the prayer). Truly! Allah is with As-Sabirin (the patient ones, etc.).
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155. And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sabirin (the patient ones, etc.).
156. Who, when afflicted with calamity, say: "Truly! To Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return."

so be calm, and just relax. This is just a test and be patience cause He promise that disebaik semua ini ganjarannya. Just believe in that and you'll be fine. Remember, with remembrance Allah, hati kan tenang, Insya Allah.