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A little practice of sunnah

12 rabiul awal
Just try this little exercise yourself. Do it quitely at the corner of your room. Try to answer it honestly, reflecting your own performance through out your entire life.

Ok.first, please get ready with your pen

1. If I were to ask you, write down 10 sunnah that you frequently practice everyday, or at least, you try your best to do it

2. If i were to ask you to choose, only one sunnah that you never fail to do, as a proof that you are istiqamah in loving Him; Rasulullah saw?

3. By looking at your belonging, your room, your phone, your lappy or your bag, do you have anything or do you put anything that would remind you of him, Rasulullah saw?

Your answer might reflect where is Rasulullah saw in your daily life.
Your answers might also reflect your seriousness in loving him s.a.w

Wallahualam

[3:31]

Husnuzon towards Allah

Alhamdulillah tsumma ahamdulillah

Ive been trying to write for quute sometimes now. Few times, but delayed due to poor internet connection.phew.

ALHAMDULILLAH tsumma Alhamdulillah

the scenary was breath taking. breath taking enough that attract people from all over Kuantan to depart as early as 5 am to get there and witnessed the sunrise.

Down here is my humble shot, using my S3 gadget.

I would like to share, what my father said before we climbed Bukit Panorama that morning.

While talking to one of the worker at our motel, he was telling us how super the view will be. And abah mentioned, "yes that is what we are coming for, however kita terima apa sahaja hadiah yang Allah beri nanti"

I was then think, this is not the first time abah said something similar to that. He once said that at Milford Sound when I was worrying about the weather not being so nice to us that day. I worry without the sun, our pictures wont be nice and maybe we would not be able to see the dolpins. But he was true, sometimes, Allah prepared something way better than our expectation, if just have faith in HIM. With all HIS power, he are able to do anything as a present to His loyal servant. Subhanallah He granted us with snow fall for that day. That is my very first time after 4 years in NZ to witnessed the soft white candy floss to touch the ground. And my mum, even shed a tears out of happiness. Alhamdulillah, tsumma Alhamdulillah

Just a token of believing insya Allah, He The Most Mercifu, Ar Rahman and Ar Rahim will grant us something way better than our expectation. Life itself is a miracle right?
Insya Allah, Insya Allah,

Believe dear self, believe

*deep breath*

There is a reason, why you are here

There is a reason why your life turn to be like this

There is a reason why you struggling with your life like this

There is a reason

There is a reason

And I hope that reason is You Allah, and Eternal Jannah

Ameen ameen

Jealousy is nothing for Jannah is everlasting

been trying to tell myself good things about it. Whats up with me now? Am I getting offended? Errrggghhh confuse with my own that somehow I starts googling, what's up with me? Am I having any problem with she going out to a nice place with someone? NO
Then do I actually envy her having some good time there? NO
ok then what?
Rather putting the questions on her why dont you look at the mirror. What is the problem now?
All right definitely you see no one other than yourself. And what's up with you dear?

Then hmmm do I actually feeling alone here that I started to feel bad about myself?
Errrr Errr hmmmm probably :( *the voice stuck in the throat*

Dear self,
What's up with you? Are you involve in this jealousy issue. Mind blowing. EEERRRGGGHHHH
Dear,
Do cheer up. Are you feeling afraid of losing her? Yesssss but NOOO
ok complicated. Yes of course but No because I know she love me :) I do know her well. We share quite a lot, ekh no, we do share A LOT good stuff together, INDEED

Heee, thinking of those simply can put the smile on, not a smirk, but a true smile hee, I can feel it on my eyes. Aren't you feel that too when you are happy.

For those besties who dont quite understand, might as well you are not close enough with your BFF.

I used to wonder, why do Imam Hassan al-Banna said, the lowest level of ukhwah (relationship) is to not think bad upon your friend.
Somehow I think that is simple enough to do, but why and why?

Now maybe, maybe, when you are sooooo close with someone, and you actually have your expectation upon him/her, right?

Then when your expectaion isn't fulfill, then your head might go there and there, searching for any possibilities of why your expectation is not fulfilled. Then your heart start to think and feel bad about it.
All right, for those who are in those situation, QUICKLY PUT A STOP TO YOUR THOUGHT.
Tell yourself that you are wrong, and you know who your BFF really is. He/She wont be that way.

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, jauhilah dari banyak berprasangka; Sesungguhnya sebahagian dari sangkaan itu adalah dosa, dan janganlah kamu mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang, dan janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain, dan janganlah ada di antara kamu yang mengumpat sebahagian yang lain. Adakah di antara kamu yang suka memakan daging saudaranya yang sudah mati? Tentu kamu merasa jijik. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan-larangan yang tersebut) dan bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah; Sesungguhnya Allah Penerima taubat, lagi Maha Mengasihani.”(Surah Al-Hujurat, 49; Ayat 12)

Next if that doesn't work, then, quickly remember something good that you had share together. And tell yourself how lucky you are to have those moment. Isn't your bestie is a gift from heaven, one of the Rahmah that Allah has given you? Subhanallah. Those precious moments where you share all your stories with him/her, the moment you cuddle each other so tightly out of happiness, for who you are she don't simply judge you but rather patiently listen and understand you. and I know when you start counting those moments, the movies simply play in your heads without knowing where to stops. Isn't that wonderful? *big smile* =D

If that doesn't work either, next, do remember how far you have come. Might be one year, 3 years, or 10 years. Why you want to wasted all good things you've shared together. You have gone through ups and down together, isn't it a huge waste? Nope please, think twice. If twice is not enough, do it three times, until your feel at peace.

And Lastly, if all above doesn't work for you, this is the most important thing to reflect,
you and your friend is not only to share good moment in this worldly dunya, nope. But this is a strong relationship that we want to keep and the very same person that we want to see on Jannah *deep cry*
Because if it don't work here, how are you supposed to bring your friend in front of the All Mighty and say, "Ya Allah Ya Rahman, he/she is one of the blessing that you have given me on this earth. Thank You Allah. And with all Your Mercy, please and please put us together in Jannah"

With that, insya Allah your heart is STRONG and you know that you want to keep your bestie more than anything for she reminds you of Allah and make the best out of you, insya Allah

One more tips, make a lot of dua, whe you feel bad upon something, pray harder, go back to your quran, for the remedy of it is with HIM, cause he owner of your heart is Allah, the Most Merciful. When you feel bad upon something, make a lot of dua'a, cause you'll feel better with it and you are putting everything back to the owner of all, Allah SWT.
And, with His power, Insya Allah, May Allah ease your heart, and put your heart at peace.
Allahu Akbar

REPENTANCE ==> Allah menjaga dosa-dosa kita

Usai solat maghrib, terdengar ceramah dari surau pelajar. Penceramah berpesan, "selepas ni kalau ada penceramah tanya, siapa bernah buat ..... (any crime) jangan mengaku. Saya tak suka betul penceramah yang tanya begitu" Kemudian beliau bacakan hadith yang maksudnya:-

“Setiap ummatku itu akan diampuni kecuali kecuali Al-Mujahirun. Yaitu orang yang melakukan (dosa) di malam hari. Lalu ia hidup hingga di waktu dalam keadaan dosanya ditutupi oleh Allah. Namun ia kemudian menceritakannya (kepada orang lain):’Wahai fulan, tadi malam aku telah melakukan begini dan begini’. Padahal Allah telah menutupinya semalam. Namun ketika pagi tiba, iapun menyingkap tutupan Allah terhadap dosanya” [HR. Bukhari & Muslim]

Terduduk sendiri di lembaran sejadah itu. Allahu Akbar, malu sungguh aku pada Sang Pencipta. Nafas demi nafas Dia kurniakan padaku meski diri ini berpalit dosa. Bukan lagi berpalit rasanya, berendaman dosa. Jika seorang alim pernah ketika berjalan dilihat berhenti seketika hingga tak disedari temannya jauh ke hadapan. Bila ditanya kenapa, beliau berkata, aku melupakan Allah seketika tadi, maka aku berhenti beristighfar sebentar

Allahu
Jika demikian kecil kelupaan dia rasakan berdosa. Apatah lagi aku yang jauh lagi dari mengingatiNYA setiap masa :(
Kita sendiri tau kan apa aib yang telah kitakan, jika dibuka pekung didada, jika terpampang di papan iklan apa yang kita lakukan secara live, Astaghfirullah betapa malunya kita. Saat kita dihdapan FB apa yang aku lakukan. Saat aku dihadapan murid, adakah ikhlas hati ini. Adakah badan ini melakukan seperti yang dikatakan bibir ini.

ALlahu Akbar
Sungguh Engkau lebih tahu betapa hinanya aku ya Allah. Betapa tak layaknya aku utk berada di dunia ini ya Allah. Dosa aku melimpah ruah. Kadang terasa mahu menjadi kuman, tak terlihat oleh orang lain :'(

Tapi dan Tapi
Rahmat Mu menggunung tinggi. KasihMU melebihi kemarahanMU hingga aku pun malu. Hingga aku jadi hambaMU yang alpa ya Allah.

Ya Allah,
dengan rendah hati aku bermohon kepada MU.
tutuplah aib-aibku ya Allah. Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa ku ya Allah. Kealpaan ku, kedhaifan ku ya Rabb. kerna aku tak punya sesiapa melainkan MU ya Allah tempat aku berharap dan tempat aku bermohon belas kasihanMU ya Allah
Sesungguhnya ya Allah, Mahsyar itu milikMu, dan hanya daripadaMu aku bermohon keselamatan ya Allah, dengan RahmatMU ya Allah, dengan Rahmat MU ya Allah

Ya Allah,pada petang ini kami nikmati afiat pemberianmu(keselamatan dan mara bahaya)dan terjaganya rahsia-rahsia(dosa-dosa)ku,maka sempurnakan nikmatmu,afiatmu dan penjagaanmu itu atasku,di dunia dan akhirat. (mathurat)

Syurga Istirehat Abadi

Kerana kehidupan dunia itu penjara bagi mukmin dan memang memenatkan kerna janji Allah syurga itu sbg tempat istirehat yg abadi

"Dan (sebagai bersyukur) berkatalah mereka: "Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, yang telah menghapuskan perasaan dukacita dari kami; Sesungguhnya Tuhan kami Maha Pengampun, lagi sentiasa memberi balasan yang sebaik-baiknya (kepada orang-orang yang taat)"
[al-fatir:34]

Allahu Akbar

Ps:untouched world, nz
Western spring

Me-recharge

Allahu Allahu

Berat sungguh menapak masuk ke pagar maktab. Hati meronta-ronta kenapa aku perlu berada di sini. Down, sedih, sendiri semua bercampur. Apa yang perlu aku set dalam diri, apa yg perlu aku set d hati?

Allahu Allahu

Bukan mudah menerima sesuatu yang bukan kita inginkan. Menjadi guru, menjadi pendidik, menjadi guardian. Sesuatu yg perlu dilakukan dengan hati dan passion ku bukan di sini. Di bidang ini.

Astaghfirullah

Bukan aku tak tahu pahala melimpah menanti di sini. Bukan aku tak sedar medan amal ku terbentang luas di sini. Bukan aku tak mengaku tugas ini bukan hanya sekadar menerima gaji tapi amanah yg besar. Sungguh aku sedar, aku tahu

Allahu Allahu

Alhamdulillah adanya pnman ku disini. Jauh tapi hatinya kurasakan. Paling tidak aku ada ubat utk bertahan di sini. Wahai p, jgn bosan menemaniku, menasihatiku, mempositifkan ku..sbb sungguh payah..amat payah berada di sini..

Allahu Allahu

Lembutkan hati ini
Lapangkan hati ini
Bukakan hati ini

Kerana sunggun ianya payah

Note to self:
1. Adakah kau ragu dengan syurga Allah?
2. Adakah niat kau ikhlas kerana Allah?

Bukankah kerana Allah segalanya kan mudah?

Astaghfirullah al-azim

Israeli

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