Salam maal hijrah

Sedad tak sedar kita dah masuk tahun baru. Well not the usual tahun baru that we celebrate.when the clock strive 12 on the 1st January. But it ways too special, especially for a muslim like us. But we tend to forget. well that is normal, especially when we are not aware of the significant of hijrah itself.

Just a random question, why do people celebrate birthday? Well, Becauseit is the day we are born and when our life actually begin. So it is a symbol of appreciation, so we have a celebration on that day.

Same goes to awal muharam. If we realize that, on that day our prophet Rasulallah s.a.w and his best sahabah, abu bakar had arrived in Madinah. Every single person in Madinah went out to sambut the arrival of the messanger of Allah. They sing (not sing), kids climb up the tree to see the person they are waiting for. Madinah bagaikan bercahaya pada hari itu. Kaum yg berkelahi selamA ratusan tahun, berjaya RasulallH satukan pada hari bersejarah itu. Dan Islam yang selama ini mendapat ancaman dari kafir Quraish, telah ditinggalkan jauh dibelakang, dan islam kini dapat disebarkan dengan tenang dan aman. SubhAnallah. Hari apakah yang lebih berbhagia dari satu muharam ini.

Kerna satu muharam,dan kerana hijrah baginda SAW inilah, kita mengecapi nikmat iman dan islam hari ini. Nikmat iman di dalM dada. bukankH nikmat iman dan islam, merupakN nikat terbesR dalam hidup ini. Yang memberi erti kepada kehidupan sementara ini. Malah hari ini, lebih besar significantnya dari birthday kita, yang kita baggakan selamA ini. (dush tertampar diri sendiri pulak).

.::Salam Maal Hijrah::.

Sama2 kita berselawat ke atas junjungan besar Rasulallah sa.w yang telah bersusah payah menyebarkan deen ini,agama ini. Selawat dan salam juga kita panjatkan buat sahabat baginda, para tabi' dan tabi'in dan siapa saja mujahid yg telah memerah keringt menyebarkan islam, dan menegakkN al-haq ini. Semoga kita jug mencontohi mereka, agar kita dibangkitkan bersama para solihin di akhirat kelak, ameen ameen ya Rabb

Memory?

Last time, my dad mentioned something that I disagree. It is about memory. He said, "we choose what we want to remember". Whaattt? Well part of it must be right, but not all I gezz.

I am someone who forget things easily, especially about people. It might sound cruel though. For example, miss P was talking about a present she got from miss F whom I know really well. But, that name did not ring a bell to me (at that time). "who is miss F?" Then my friend P was like, "whaattt akak? it has ONLY been 2 weeks kot you did not meet her, takkan dah lupe kot!"
It is that easy, things like that slip of my mind..but believe me, it is not that I choose to be, but it just happen=|

So how can I agree upon that statement? Because i tend to forget. How I wish I can remember every single thing that happen to me. I am not able to tell a story vividly, because my sequence of event in my head is not complete. There are holes somewhee in between that need some patches. Huuu blame statistic who teach me to forget things from the past, because what matters is now and things you do now will affect your future. That is one of the principle we learn in time series and stochastic process.

Hmm but personally I believe that we live through our experience. just like the idiom said., experience is the best teacher:) We are shaped by our environment; our circle of friends, our parent who brought us up, and the education we getr exposed to; both rohaniah and ilmiah. All those make who you are today. I gezz all of them is part of your memiry. Sometimes, you might not realize why you are acting this way; why am I eating the way I eat now? Why do I nod when I cross the zebra line? and why do I say "hait" instead of yes? Because you are influenced by the things you have watched and listened. We might not know which part of our memory that affect our action, but it just happen. Part of it, we choose it, yup.

Hmm to me, memory is something that affect our life. we might,not be able to tell things 100% right, but we tell things that significant to us. Well, that is memory. If I forgot things, it does not mean that you are insignificant, but maybe the event is. Remind me about it, give me some clues and slowly it will come back to me. Because you are important to me, who makes who I am today. It is not that I want to, but I tend to forget. For things that will come in the future, I apologize, because I do not choose to forget, but it just slips from my mind. Guide me through, insya Allah I will find that piece of memory again.

Missing her and you

Wow, it is only few hours jek meninggalkan bumi New Zealand
Rasanya it is not the land yang dirindui sangat, tapi orang-orang kat sana
Tanah di mana aku mula mendapat sentuhan tarbiyah
Semalam bila tarikh 24hb datang, semua pun dah rasa nostalgik semacam
Ok tu pun only started afte 430 after landlord datang tengok rumah
Rushing menuju ke Glasson (my fav store) for the very last time, enjoy a cup of coffee at gloria jeans coffee, having biskut terenak di dunia; mrs higgins, and the most superb things is I have my vey first jumper from Cotton On hihi (maybe the first baju yang bukan Glasson jugak sebenarnya, errr)
Sebenarnya tu semua biasa jek,
Tapi since I went there and did all those with my dearest friend; cik P yang saya 'buli' dengan berjayanya tahun ni (I can possibly get the award for that heee)
Err especially for the past few weeks (huu sorry cik P)
You know that is me kan, the 'nakal' nurul fatihah hehe

Actually all those moments with person dearest to your heart that give values to your life, suddenly a smiling face will pop up when you remember their faces and things you talked about, suddenly mata pun bergenang, sobs
The land tu hanyalah tempat jek, aset fizikal,
Tapi yang memberi nilai is the people, the memory you share:')
Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah couldn't thank HIM enough, for those sweets memory,
And now I'm missing my bulatan gembira so muchhh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHkvan-NFnM

Ya Allah
Bantulah aku untuk mengingati Mu,
Mensyukuri nikmat Mu,
Dan beribadah dengan baik kepada Mu
Ameen ya Rabb, ameen

I'm Home

AlhamdulillH tsumma alhamdulillH:)
hari ni dH selamT touch down and safely landing at kuantan, Home Sweet Home..24 hour journey is long enough to make the whole body aches (wonder how my mum and dad are doing, plus at that age)

bermuhasabah on their health for the past 12 days is extraordinary, alhamdulillah..rasanya if dekat malaysia, memang xkNlah larat jalan macam tu sekali..tapi alhamdulillah, with the help of the mother nature (sejuk) which of coz thru HIS endless blessing, alhamdulillah they are able to enjoy the most beautiful country on earth (errr in my own record hihi) where Heavens Falls Here:)
climbing world's steepest strip; the Baldwin Street,to TunneL.beach which took 40 minutes journey, shopping around for few hours, facing a strong wind and fuuuuhhh xperlu mention semua pun, dats enough to make me rasa kesian kT umi abah..but insya Allah, disebalik penat tuh, ada senyuman yang terukir, ada kebesaran Allah yang kita rasai, ada ingatan terhadap takutnya pada Hari Akhir insya Allah

Semoga jaulah ini menambahkan iman dalam dada ini, kerana Taqwa itu di sini, di dalam dada ini..moga Allah redha dengan perjalanan ini, ameen ameen:')