My dearest friend my sister my company and my everything is expecting another 'qurratu a'yun' in her life. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy for her. Alhamdulillah tsumma Alhamdulillah. Knowing her as a person who love kids sooooo much, I am greatly joyous with the news :)
But now I started too worry about almost everything about her. I am afraid that she couldn't consume any food as she might started to be nauseous. I'm thinking about how she will feel when she brush her teeth as she sometimes vomit. I'm started to feel cautious when she is outside anywhere in the food court as she can't compromise with 'bau menumis'. Maybe she can't even cook for few weeks. Oh my, what is she going to eat? !@#$%^&*()
The thought goes on and on. Can she sleep? Will she be OK when her eldest son is clinging on her? Can she cope with her headache and back aches? Can she enter class and bare with the noisy kids? Can she climb up the stairs while feeling dizzy? The list goes on and on................
OK STOP!
Worry, that is what people feel when she can't expect things that is coming.
Worry is a feeling when we can't control the output and generate things the way we wanted it
Worry, is a symbol of love
Worry is a sign that you trully care for someone
When you (read I) are in this state of emotion, we need to learn to control it and might want to try to stop thinking. Take a deep breath, and believe that He, the All Knowing, The Best Protector is taking care of it for you. Allah, The Best Guardian is guarding her through any means. and that is Tawakal my dear. and itu urusan hati
And thus, pray fatihah dear, as Allah is there for you and her. And He will take care of her and her future baby. When Allah brings you to it, He will definitely brings you through it.
May Allah give her strength and good health and survive this exiting coming 9 months.
That's why Rasulullah saw teach us to read this dua' in our everyday mathurat
And my dearest BFF,
just so you know that I am extremely happy with the news,
I just couldn't wait to go throught this exiting journey with you and take care of you
And for this coming 9 months and more months coming, may we stand and be there for each other, through thick and thin, as I love you so much
And maybe this year, we will celebrate your birthday with the five of us. Maybe going to some nice places and take great photos (Is this too much ?? Hehehe)
But seriously, I just couldn't wait to see you and hug you tightly congratulating you personally :)
DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YG DENGAN NAMANYA TERPELIHARA SEGALANYA SESUATU YANG DI BUMI DAN DI LANGIT DAIPADA SEBARANG BAHAYA. SESUNGGUHNYA DIALAH YANG MAHA MENDENGAR LAGI MAHA MENGETAHUI - 3X
YA ALLAH, AKU BERLINDUNG KEPADAMU DARI RASA SEDIH DAN GELISAH,
AKU BERLINDUNG KEPADAMU DARI RASA LEMAH DAN MALAS
AKU JUGA BERLINDUNG KEPADAMU DARI SIFAT PENGECUT DAN BAKHIL SERTA DARI CENGKAMAN HUTANG DAN PENINDASAN ORANG - 3X
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