Wind of Change

We were talking around the table while completing our assignment due at 4.00pm just now. ANd one of my friends suddenly mention, she is afraid of going back to MAlaysia. I was like, what she is thinking actually? And I asked her why? She mention, "alhamdulillah she slowly begin to change herself when she arrive here" So I asked back, "then what is the problem since you change to be a better person?" "I am afraid that the environment wont support me" *sigh* And the conversation goes on and end at that table.

But my head are still digesting all those input of recent conversation now. And many things are playing in my mind. Like why does people afraid to change? And now when they do change, they are afraid of what the society are thinking about them? Then what is the purpose of changing? Are you changing for the sake of the society or you yourself are willing to change? Question after question pops up in my mind.

Now I am sitting on my bed wandering what is the perfect answer for those entire question. Changing is a hard process and the hardest step is the first step you're going to make. That situation apply to everyone and I believe everyone have their own experience about it. But after you overcome that step, then everything will goes well when you believe in yourself.

But the process will become a lot easier when you have a good environment supporting you. And alhamdulillah that is what we feel here. And alhamdulliah with everyone help, the ship we are in now are sailing smoothly. And the ship is close to their next destination and we are about to reach there, our home sweet home. But some of the crews are afraid of walking down. They afraid if they cant suit themselves with their people and the surrounding they used to live in. But the other parts of the crew are counting their days of kissing their homeland and I am one of the crew.

Why do they have to feel afraid? That is your people, your own family and I believe they would support you in everything you do. Whats more when it is a good thing. They will feel proud with and I believe so. "But how about our old friend?" My dear friends, do you become friend just to please them with your attitude? Do you become friends so that you could be as famous as her? or are you becoming friend for the sake of that sacret relation you want to have? If you answer the first two options, maybe you are wrong and you are not sincere enough in the relationship you have. Friendship is divine relationship where each and everyone saling memperingati antara satu sama lain. When you have a good friend, then they will accept who you are. They will still be your friend no matter how you are and support in everything you do. That is when you have a good friend.

So my dear friend, ignore what people might think of you and dont let people turn your guard's down. But it is as long as you are on the right path. Try to change for the better and remember Allah is always with you.