Time really flies as now you've turns one
Alhamdulillah tsumma alhamdulillah
sewaktu aku menulis ini, hujan turun tak henti, terasa akan Allah sedang merahmati aku dengan kelahiran si kecil ini. Bukan mudah untuk menyayangi tanpa syarat, 'unconditional love' is surely uneasy task. Loving when you need to sacrifise your sleep, when you feels tired thinking of what meals to prepare, when you have to spend some time to pump milk so you will have enough supply just in case you have to attend for some courses, and to still need to smile though you only have little energy left. Surely it is not an easy task. But with you, I learn and I will continue to learn.
I am not a good mom, and I sometimes feel sorry for you. For having me. Like your grandmom said, "hannah loves to eat, but she has a mom who is lazy to prepare food" and I do feel guilty about it.
For you have fall off the bed quite frequently. Not only bed, you fall off from chair quite a several time too. I am sory my dear. I trully am :'(
You have given me sooo much love. Looking at you, simply by looking at you makes me smile. Tho sometimes rasa macam rimas nak mandi dia nangis, nak gi tandas kejap pun nangis, tapi bila dikenang, macam 'ibu' pernah kata, 'she is your number one fan' :') Plus itulah semua sumber pahala kan. maka bersabarlah, kerana semua itu sumber pahala.
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
May you be the guardian of ummah and the rahmah to Allah.
Be a good daughter, and most importantly a good mukminah
May Allah lead us the way and guide us towards His love
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